Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Since you've been gone......good song.

Well, we've managed to make ourselves quite at home here in CT. There has been lots to do, and I've had a blast being able to do it and to help out my family. It's funny because my Dad is worried about my Mom, and my Mom is worried about my Dad, so I get directions from each of them sometimes secretly on how to help the other. In this picture, my grandfather (Beep) and I are fixing the railroad ties. We had to drive long rebar things into 2-3 ties. Some didn't go in so easy, so I had to use a sledge hammer. Beep's advice to me, "It will go in every time you hit it." The opperative words were "hit it." Beep used to set me up with a block of wood, a hammer and some nails he had started. He taught me how to hammer something. I had to hammer in the nails, pull them out straight, and hammer them in again. It kept me busy for hours, which amuses Todd.



This is Lew throwing a temper tantrum. I'm not sure what he was mad at, but he was angry. He has stopped flinging his head forward because he's hit his head too many times on concrete, and because he has dunked his face into the bath water and come up not amused.











This is Lew eating his toe while we watched Toy Story. Audrey was snuggled up next to Grammy who had made delicious popcorn.















This is Audrey using the blankets I found in the attic and her suitcase on the floor as a makeshift bed for rest time.






Next time I'll show you some of how we "helped." I say it in quotes because I'm just not sure some things have been all that helpful. Like I trimmed the butterfly bush and did exactly what my Dad said to do, but I think I butchered it. It looks kind of foolish. Audrey helps each morning with Dad's vitals. She also holds up his sleeve so my Mom can give my Dad his insulin shot. I figured I'd warn you, so those of you who are squeemish will know it will be the first picture, so scroll down on the next post until you get to the next picture. Thank you for your prayers! Dad is doing well. He walked the fastest he's walked since I've been here this morning. Ok it's 10:30, I should call Toddy to see how his softball game went!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

NEW SPIN - SITLL JAMES 1:27 RELATED

James 1:27 has two points to it: to care for 1)ORPHANS and 2)WIDOWS in "their time of need." Well, that's what I'm going to do this summer. My mother is not a widow yet, so that's wonderful, but it is clear that my father is being ushered into the presence of his Savior, however quickly or slowly God wants. It could be a while, it could be tomorrow. We just don't know. For this reason, my wonderful husband suggested I go help out my family this summer. I will be in CT and hopefully connecting with you through this blog. When we picked the James 1:27 theme, we really only did it for the orphan aspect, but now it has taken a new turn. While it is a sad turn, God has been gracious and has given me a hope and a peace I didn't know was possible when your father - who by the way, took me in when I was 18 months old - is dying. Ironically, I always used to pray when I was little that God wouldn't take my parents until I was 30 because I figured that it was so far away that I could handle it when I was 30. I seriously remember praying that and trying to think of the oldest thing I could think of that would still be logical (to a 7 year old). Well, I'm 30 now and wished I had prayed for something a little older :) Anyway, God is good, even in this valley. I've posted several songs that have spoken to me over the past few days, I hope they minister to you as well...They follow this post...If, however, you cannot find them, scroll down and on the left hand side will be a list of posts in June. Click on any one of them, and that particular song will come up and then you can play it by clicking on the picture. There's probably abotu 4 or 5 songs.

MIKESCHAIR - Let The Waters Rise (lyrics follow)



Don't know where to begin
Its like my world's caving in
And I try but I can't control my fear
Where do I go from here?
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sometimes its so hard to pray
When You feel so far away
But I am willing to go
Where you want me to
God, I trust You

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees
So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will swim in the deep
'Cuz You'll be next to me
You're in the eye of the storm
And the calm of the sea
You'll never out of reach

God, You know where I've been
You were there with me then
You were faithful before
You'll be faithful again
I'm holding Your hand

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees
So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You
I will follow You

God Your love is enough
You will pull me through
I'm holding onto You
God Your love is enough
I will follow You
I will follow You

Addison Road, What do i know of Holy with Lyrics, amazing song!

Addison Road "Hope Now" Music Video (lyrics follow)



(VERSE 1)
If everything comes down to love
Then just what am I afraid of
When I call out Your name
Something inside awakes in my soul
How quickly I forget I'm Yours

(PRE-CHORUS)
I'm not my own
I've been carried by You
All my life

(CHORUS)
Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free

(VERSE 2)
When my life is like a storm
Rising waters all I want is the shore
You say I'll be ok
Make it through the rain
You are my shelter my from the storm

(CHORUS)
Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free

(PRE-CHORUS)
I am not my own
I've been carried by you all my life

(CHORUS)
Everything rides on hope now
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Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free

(CHORUS)
Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free

(CHORUS 2)
You've become my hearts desires
I will sing Your praises higher
Your love sets me free
(Your love sets me free)
Your love sets me free
(You love sets me free)
Your love sets me free

Sanctus real - I'm not alright (with lyrics)

Whatever You're Doing by Sanctus Real